Calculating Insecurity

I know that I'm not responsible for other peoples irrational reactions

But I do find it upsetting to be part of the excuse used for a reaction

After enjoying the afternoon and evening it took me by surprise

I've tried not to judge on a past I didn't see, but I saw this

Not only did I see it, I think it relates directly back to that past

A past well hidden, a past which has held no (needed) consequences

I'm not a threat, I'm not a reason for jealousy nor insecurity

Although, personally, I doubt the depth of insecurity, instead manipulation

Manipulating situations will not work for long, it will begin to work against you

I'm not sure I like you, I definitely don't trust you, but I don't need to

I hope that my instincts are wrong, I hope you are all that he thinks you are

I see that you make him happy, I honestly hope that doesn't change!