Surviving the Days ... and the Weeks and the Torment.


Words I write don't necessarily make sense to you... I don't expect them to, maybe I don't even want them to... The thoughts are written fragmented and incomplete! I do not write for any form of external validation.. What you read may not have the same meaning as what I write... But do not underestimate the personal significance of my words! An essential part of who I am is only evident in my writing... It had been locked away after it was used against me... Everything you need, in order to hurt me, is right here!

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Appreciate What You Have

Silly season is in full swing in more ways than one for me
Incentive and inspiration have been lacking for words
Little boy's excitement is growing as each day passes
Getting into the "Spirit" is not too hard with the boy

Yet with Him things have been tense to say the least
I'm not sure in my heart or head about much at all
The love is still strong and sure so that says something
But at what cost will it be to preserve that love

This time of year is all about children, family and friends
So I am enjoying, perhaps sometimes enduring festivities
Little boy is almost on holidays so the chaos is about to peak
Though we have learnt from last year to appreciate it all!