Surviving the Days ... and the Weeks and the Torment.


Words I write don't necessarily make sense to you... I don't expect them to, maybe I don't even want them to... The thoughts are written fragmented and incomplete! I do not write for any form of external validation.. What you read may not have the same meaning as what I write... But do not underestimate the personal significance of my words! An essential part of who I am is only evident in my writing... It had been locked away after it was used against me... Everything you need, in order to hurt me, is right here!

Monday, August 20, 2007

Not so Fucking Good

Things fell into place

And have now been scattered

Fucked up no end

Too good to be true

Too fucking right

Just another fucked up hurdle to get over

Saturday, August 04, 2007

We Make 'em Tough

I'm no extreme sport fan but you just gotta give this guy, aussie Jake Brown, a hell of a lot of credit! Most of you have probably already seen it but I just had to share!



Ouch!

Edit - I can't stop watching this, it amazes me. But what makes me giggle is the commentator when Jake is still laying on the ramp motionless, "I can't believe he did a 720!" What he really meant was, "pfft the guy may be laying dead on the ramp after falling 40 or so feet, but at least he'll be in the record books for doing the first 720 in competition."

Thursday, August 02, 2007

It's All Good

I've procrastinated and dread but been doing anyway

Dared not believe the best option would happen

Became increasingly frustrated and annoyed

Stressed while convincing myself not to stress

Within just three hours the weight was lifted

That was yesterday, today nothing took it's place

Things just have a way of falling into place

Fuck it feels good!!!