Something that was so far from what I wanted
Something that was so not an option
Something that was so unexpected
I didn't know where he was or how he was
I constantly thought about what could have been
I was determined not to go backwards
So many changes were made in that time
Friendship was all I had left to offer
Yet complete love is what I felt inside
Something that is impossible to fight
Something that is meant to be
Something that is so right!
Does there always have to be a balance
Where the good times, people and events
Have to equal the bad times, people and events?
What began as a great w/e turned quickly
The wonderful prospect of most of it spent with him
As well as catching up with a friend was a bonus
Almost precisely halfway through, with all going well
More I was looking forward to, a complete turnaround
Was I getting more than my share of good times
Some people believe everything happens for a reason
Some people say there is no such thing as a coincidence
Some believe in destiny, fate, predestination
Some say they make their own fate or destiny
Me, I'm not all that sure about anything
I think for the most part we choose our paths
Perhaps that allows room for a little serendipity
Whichever it may be, right now I won't complain
I've written before about "Forever" and him
It seems like so much time has passed again
Yet from an outsider I expect some scepticism
The depth and intensity between us is beyond words
I don't expect it to be all roses and perfection
I'm just happy to have him back again
I'm prepared to do what it takes to make us stronger
I know that I love him and that he loves me!
How do we judge ourselves
What is it in our own eyes that makes a success
We are, of course, our harshest critic
Is it having the 'perfect' relationship
Climbing the ladder to success in a career
Raising and maintaining the perfect family
Getting over and around the troubles
Keeping a positive attitude after all the shit
Sharing yourself and your love with others
What do others judge us by
Does it matter what they think
If they think you're dirt, are you
How do we judge ourselves
What is it in our own eyes that makes a success
We are, of course, our harshest critic
Is it possible to make everyone happy all of the time
Is it possible to be happy all of the time
Is it possible to stop yearning for more
Is it possible to stop asking for more
It is the simple things that bring the most happiness
But it is in our nature to always want more
So much more is being asked of and by us every day
More money, more time, more love, more trust
How many take more than they can give
How many do not know how to really take
How many only give in order to receive
How many understand the true value
Do people still find sexuality a confronting issue
I am honest, perhaps even blunt, I hide nothing
Amongst friends that includes my sexual nature
I don't think the subject, or acts, should be confined
Pleasure should not induce feelings of embarrassment
So much of that pleasure comes from the mind
Openness can stimulate the mind, enhancing the act
Yet it seems double standards still run rampant
I find no shame in admitting the joys of sex
Do you
