Surviving the Days ... and the Weeks and the Torment.


Words I write don't necessarily make sense to you... I don't expect them to, maybe I don't even want them to... The thoughts are written fragmented and incomplete! I do not write for any form of external validation.. What you read may not have the same meaning as what I write... But do not underestimate the personal significance of my words! An essential part of who I am is only evident in my writing... It had been locked away after it was used against me... Everything you need, in order to hurt me, is right here!

Monday, February 13, 2006

Week ends and begin

Little Boy's birthday came and went

The day at the zoo enjoyed by all of us!

He spent the rest of the w/e with his Dad!

I spent most of a day in the City, catching up

A first without smoking, more struggle than expected

Watching others and chatting, relaxing and entertaining

An internet date observed closely from afar

Others watched, criticised, assumptions made and changed

Questions asked, why do birds, why do we, walk the way we do

Speculating about sexuality, relationships and tourists

It's a balance thing, but you didn't fall over!

I needed the escape, thanks babe, xxx

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