Surviving the Days ... and the Weeks and the Torment.


Words I write don't necessarily make sense to you... I don't expect them to, maybe I don't even want them to... The thoughts are written fragmented and incomplete! I do not write for any form of external validation.. What you read may not have the same meaning as what I write... But do not underestimate the personal significance of my words! An essential part of who I am is only evident in my writing... It had been locked away after it was used against me... Everything you need, in order to hurt me, is right here!

Friday, February 10, 2006

Slightly Annoyed

1.30am Go to bed to get some sleep

4.45am alarm wakes me, I get up, dressed, wait

5.00am send text and continue to wait

5.20am make phone call, no answer, leave message

5.25am receive text "not going today, call you later, sorry"

5.26am curse repeatedly at the absolute selfishness!

5.30am cease cursing, lay down to try to sleep a little more

6.30am still awake, inwardly still cursing, furious this is not first time

What a fucking way to start the day!

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