Surviving the Days ... and the Weeks and the Torment.


Words I write don't necessarily make sense to you... I don't expect them to, maybe I don't even want them to... The thoughts are written fragmented and incomplete! I do not write for any form of external validation.. What you read may not have the same meaning as what I write... But do not underestimate the personal significance of my words! An essential part of who I am is only evident in my writing... It had been locked away after it was used against me... Everything you need, in order to hurt me, is right here!

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Soggy

I've spent most of the day on the verge of tears

And the rest in tears for a variety of reasons

I'm feeling rather drained at the moment

But I was thankful for a friends call earlier

So many things I wanted to get done today

Almost all put aside and still needing attention

As I began to type this I received a text..

Just the message I'd expect to end a fucked up day

Goodnight folks, I wish I could say tomorrow will be better

But I already know what is in store for me and mine..

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