Surviving the Days ... and the Weeks and the Torment.


Words I write don't necessarily make sense to you... I don't expect them to, maybe I don't even want them to... The thoughts are written fragmented and incomplete! I do not write for any form of external validation.. What you read may not have the same meaning as what I write... But do not underestimate the personal significance of my words! An essential part of who I am is only evident in my writing... It had been locked away after it was used against me... Everything you need, in order to hurt me, is right here!

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Frustration

It is only in the last few years I've learnt to appreciate being single

I guess it helped that my choice in men has definitely not been the best

I don't let a lot of people into my life, but when I do it is completely

Which can be all dreamy and perfect, for a while....

I don't believe all men are bastards, at least not all of the time

I also don't believe I need a man to "complete" me

My recent state of singledom has basically been in effect for two months

My problem with being single is sex and my complete lack of it!

(This entry is a great example of my bluntness I think)

I'm not one for one night stands or starting casual relationships

I enjoy the passion and closeness of physically being with someone

I'm slowly going insane at the moment!

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