Grrr

That I can't say the words or have you hear them

Doesn't give them any less meaning

That I can't touch you, see you or speak to you

Doesn't change the need and desire to do so

I took for granted that you would always be here

Time does not heal, only making it all the more real

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I can't help feeling disappointed, still

I can't help feeling the rejection, still

I can't help feeling the betrayal, still

I can't help feeling the heartache, still

I can't help feeling this way, still