Surviving the Days ... and the Weeks and the Torment.


Words I write don't necessarily make sense to you... I don't expect them to, maybe I don't even want them to... The thoughts are written fragmented and incomplete! I do not write for any form of external validation.. What you read may not have the same meaning as what I write... But do not underestimate the personal significance of my words! An essential part of who I am is only evident in my writing... It had been locked away after it was used against me... Everything you need, in order to hurt me, is right here!

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Fool me once, shame on you

Fool me twice, shame on me

Never have those words felt so true

Although I knew trust was lacking

I always had faith in Him

Faith in myself and faith in us!

All the right words could be repeated

Yet today the emptiness swallowed me whole

My faith had been mostly misplaced!

Today as a new year of my life begins

My faith. my trust and my pride

Will be returned completely, rightly, to me!

Posted by Ted at 12:25 am

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