Surviving the Days ... and the Weeks and the Torment.


Words I write don't necessarily make sense to you... I don't expect them to, maybe I don't even want them to... The thoughts are written fragmented and incomplete! I do not write for any form of external validation.. What you read may not have the same meaning as what I write... But do not underestimate the personal significance of my words! An essential part of who I am is only evident in my writing... It had been locked away after it was used against me... Everything you need, in order to hurt me, is right here!

Monday, January 03, 2005

Understand this, If you can

Must I apologise for what I need, for what I feel

For just a day, a night, even just a moment

I need to feel safe, secure in the knowledge of myself

I need to feel trust and to be completely trusted

I want to feel needed, to be wanted, appreciated

I want to feel comfort in loving and being loved

Just a moment with no apprehension, no confusion

I make no apologies for this, surely it is understood

Posted by Ted at 12:23 am

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