Surviving the Days ... and the Weeks and the Torment.


Words I write don't necessarily make sense to you... I don't expect them to, maybe I don't even want them to... The thoughts are written fragmented and incomplete! I do not write for any form of external validation.. What you read may not have the same meaning as what I write... But do not underestimate the personal significance of my words! An essential part of who I am is only evident in my writing... It had been locked away after it was used against me... Everything you need, in order to hurt me, is right here!

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Restricted Venting

Hate is a very strong word all too often used

I've always tried to refrain from using it

I can say that there is one person I truly hate

Until recently she was only a "cringe worthy" person

But she has shown herself to be so much more

I could almost deal with it if it could be put down to stupidity

But she is so manipulative, deceitful, paranoid and spiteful

And they are the nicest of her character qualities!

If she was anyone else I'd almost feel sorry for her

She is seriously in need of some psychological help

Yet her problem is mostly by choice, she's a "victim" by choice

Nothing is a result of her actions, everything is done to her

From what I know this has been the pattern of her entire life

She takes control by wronging those who've given her the most

I do believe in some form of karma, she will receive what she's given out!

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